Bloddy Well and Good

It is just weird not having to chase. It has been 4 years since meeting a girl has just felt right and we just hit it off and, GASP! She actually liked me too.
I met Melissa on a Singles site about two months ago and just kept looking at her profile and saying hi here and there cause I was preoccupied with Melanie from Baltimore. I can never focus my sights so to speak on more than one girl at a time. I feel like I cheat on my crushes too even though they don't realize it.
So Melanie fell apart. I kind of expected it and still think the world of her. We just, well, it wasn't right and I know the right course of events took place with her.
After getting Melanie out of my system completely which didn't take too long cause I just had this feeling it wouldn't work but I had to know after communicating EVERYTHING to her.
A load off of my shoulders and I was just sweeping up the remaining dust out of my heart. Nowhere near as tragic as I had thought.
So about 2 weeks ago I began dropping Melissa messages more frequently as she had done to me as well. We started IMing and things just felt right. I still question just how things can feel so good. I am so used to "the chase" and the waiting to hear back from her and the nervous anticipation hoping someone would like me right back and here is Melissa, a mile, A MILE away from me seemingly waiting, just like I was to find someone.
From Belmar, NJ to Lancaster, PA to New York and to Baltimore, I contemplated relationships and how things could work and IF it would work and all the while, Melissa is within spitting distance. Even meeting her cousin and her husband last night just felt right. Like where have these people who GET me been in this town and how have I missed them. I mean it's a small town and there are cool people here? Really? No!
I'm not pining or missing or thinking too much or dwelling, it just feels comfortable. I feel so comfortable around her. I am just so afraid of the letdown coming but even that is not REALLY worrying me all that much.
If you are still reading this, you get a cookie.
I feel like I have known Melissa for so much more than 2 weeks. I will just go with it and am so thankful that someone like her came into my life.
She just fits everything on the attraction scale with the short spiky hair, tattoos, piercing, body type and she likes a lot of the same music and we are so alike. We look cute together too! I am VERY gay and sappy! Thank you. Good night.
So we'll see how it goes. I am trying not too look past tomorrow and getting my hopes up too far. I am just happy now. Longing to be holding her at this moment but happy.
This is going to be a lot of fun.

Giddy

Funny how I seem to find someone I think is so incredibly special so far away and I think it is worth the effort and gas and trip and it turns out something really special could be literally in my back yard.

Funny.

Overkill is still rocking my flabby ass and Trivium is still blowing my mind.
Really, if Metallica were to release something after Justice and for it to be GOOD, this would be it and then some!

I truly love my life right now and I am so blessed to not only be safe everyday on the road but to just have the things I do and the roof over my head and food to eat and music to rock me. Things are just really good right now and no one else to thank but God for providing me with the family and friends that he has. There are good days and bad days but I just know that through faith and hope all things are truly possible and even though my world could come crashing down there is some ultimate purpose for it all. Call me strange but that's how I feel.

Got 1/3 of my chestpiece last night and couldn't be happier with it. I was so scared that it would hurt like anything but it wasn't that bad at all. I can't wait for the next sitting and the next 1/3.

That's all for now.

I love CONAN!

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The title explains it all and then some!

SNFU is touring Canada and I am going. If it is by myself I will still see them. Looks like Montreal will be the loation.

I got the new Overkill tonight and MAN do they still have it. I kept getting chills while listening and that was only halfway through the record.

The new Trivium slays as well and Kylesa has yet to hit my player.

Pretty good day and I am tired as anything right now.

Frank Purdue died today which is pretty weird cause I had some good Chicken Fingers. At Path Mark not Wendy's. Besides, the only fingers at Wendy's come in the Chili.

Tomorrow is burger night in my quest to find the Best Burger in the Delaware/Lehigh Valley. So far, Bubba's and The Bull are running neck and neck. Bubba's leads cause they have some awesome onions and legendary status.

That is all.

I rule!

Hello to myself and anyone else bored enough to read this!

Hi!
My name is Matt. In some of the radio circles I go by fluffernutter. Why I chose that name, I have no idea. Everyone calls me fluff, I hate that even more.
I have a few friends, I enjoy good music (at least I think so), I have the greatest job, I am a bit ugly and don't really have my artistic talent anymore (but I'm still trying).
I figured I needed someplace to vent and share what goes on in my miserable but happy and joyous life.
Now, I am tired, awaiting bed where Bun Bun is waiting for me and we will both watch Conan together. I was late for getting BLS tickets for tonights show but oh well. I get the new Kylesa and Trivium tomorrow. Maybe even something else that tickles my fancy.
Good night for now!

Oh yeah, link me and make me feel somewhat wanted!